Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Whoa!

I just printed out every single entry, and I have nearly 4000 A4 sized, Ariel font 10 pages of material. That's a lot of shit to go through.

Anyway, I've always had a book deal. Since last year, it was staring right at me. I was simply too caught up in god-knows-what to have figured it out.

I really need to re-evaluate my life. The sex part I can deal with, the career part? I'd really better start working on. I'm so damn fustrated of not making as much of myself as I should be. But then again, the past 1.5 years has been a great trip in the collection of experiences.

In the mean time, keep the ideas coming for the Back to School party and the Princess and I can see what we can do for you :D

xoxox

42 comments:

Anonymous said...

Why not combine the sex and the career. Orchard Towers beckons.

You should have a slight edge over the trannies there. None of them offer freebies, but you do. :-)

Oh, and you can STILL sell your book with a small little tent there.

Anonymous said...

darling
i am in melb already. settling in. crying my eyes out. miss home but loving it here at the same time.
interesting now u allow comments on ur bloggie. i tried to acccess your blog on my school computer and it appeared that you site is banned on my the australian education system network. Think net nanny. muahahha. "This computer is for educational purposes. Not to be used to access pornography, explicit content...bla bla bla shit)

I miss you so much. so sorry i wasn't up to doing the shoot with bob. was real sick. i didn't even get to meet him. i didnt turn up for the shoot cos my handphone line got cut prematurely and coincidentally a few hours before the shoot. so i couldnt contact bob. shit. hope im not on his model blacklist.

missing you and your...exciting company. =(
won't be back in singapore till 7 fucking months time. How??? Melb's got alot of good photographers. Psyched?

hmmmm??
Love ya
Daphne

Anonymous said...

Fuuck you white male.
Izzie may be liberal about sex.
But it is purely intellectual and based on personal choice and opinion.
sex and desperation does not go for her.
she doesn't need that.
She's got the brains as well as the beautiful body which you probably crave but can't lay a morsel of your crude flesh on.
i've known izzie for 3 years now and i believe i can give a much more accurate testimonial about her.

and that would be:
One in a million. and i love her

so

Fuck off and shame on you.

Anonymous said...

You go girl.Love your blog to bits and more on your very positive outlook on life.Best wishes,ir3n3.

Anonymous said...

Oh my gosh, you are one ugly f*cker.

No wonder you couldn't get a decent Singaporean male to give you a mercy f*ck. And no wonder you had to go seek out poor white sods.

Mind you, these are probably the old losers who have to go pay $$$ to trannies outside Orchard Towers for a blowjob.

But you are going to do these losers for free. How stupid is that? At least get paid for it!

You are gonna put those hardworking trannies outside Orchard Towers out of work!

Trust me, it isn't your nudity. It isn't your ugly face (although I still wake up shivering and shrivelling when I get your face in my nightmare).

It is your bigoted point of view about Singaporean guys that gets many people's goat.

Perhaps if you hadn't been a racist bigot (I know, they mean the same thing, but I am underlining this thing), there wouldn't be this negative backlash against you.

A bigot who discriminates against her own people.

Sure shows the kind of up-bringing you got. But then, looking at your pictures and your lifestyle, one shouldn't be surprised.

In the grand scheme of things, we should not be mad with you.

A candle that burns on both ends burns half as long. A girl that gets f*cked on both ends by Tom, Dick and Harry will certainly last just as long. Based on laws of probability, you should get an STD before long.

Anonymous said...

Daphne, you are right. Izzy IS one in a million.

How many people can be crass enough to do what she does, and say the bigoted things she does, and publish them for the world to laugh at?

Wait a minute! There are 2 million women in Singapore. So that makes Izzy 1 in 2 million.

How right you are! Izzy is precious!

Anonymous said...

Asta, yes you are right.

Life is unfair, isn't it.

However, there is a cure for that. There are many doctors who would happily do a gender re-assignment surgery for you.

Then you can join our club.

Anonymous said...

Asta, you are either ignorant, or... you are ignorant.

China has 1.3 billion people, and still growing. The white "race" have a serious longterm negative growth trend.

It is not the size that matters. It is how you wield the wand that matters.

Singaporeans are thin-skinned? There are 4 million Singaporeans. Did you somehow do a straw-poll on everyone to find that out?

For advertising in Singapore, the main reason that so many feature Chinese people are simply that Chinese comprise 75% of the population. This is an issue of economic reality and of proportion, not racism.

I would suggest for you to keep to topics that you actually know something about.

You mention that there is a lot of inter-racial dating. That is fine and good. But these are serious people engaged in a search for a life-partner.

Izzy is on a search for no such thing.

As to crass... Well, too bad your standard is so low.

But you typed out that quote, so clearly you know what crass is. Just because you uttered this when you were 12 doesn't mean that every other person is on the same page as you...

Anonymous said...

Asta, OK, now we know you like regurgitating hokkien swear words about your parents' smelly genitalia.

You actually believe all the crap you read in tabloids and women's magazines?

How about the one about "I just screwed my boyfriend's father" or "my daddy touched me" or "I look at other girls, am I a lesbian" etc?

Seriously, there is nothing wrong with inter-racial dating. But being a bigot and making general statements about Chinese men (including her own daddy and brother) is. No wonder her father is mad! Her comments about small dick must have hurt! :-)

Wanna be a women and have your morals? Huh? Hello? Are you still on the same planet?

Since you are talking about morality, by definition, you are not in support of Izzy.

Do you have a case of schizophrenia? Or do you truly not have a point?

Anonymous said...

Good girl, Asta. You have established that you do not believe all the crap you read in girl's magazines.

I didn't twist anything. You hung on your own rope.

Izzy is not getting crap for being female. But for being a bigot.

You are right. Trannies are low trash.

But females perfectly respectable (of course!), so long as they do not offer themselves to any Tom Dick and Harry simply because of the colour of their skin and THEN make bigoted comments against their own ethnic group.

Anonymous said...

Hey, Asta, stop burning bras. The 60s are way over.

No one here said anything about her being female. Trannie, maybe, but nothing bad about being female.

Anonymous said...

its sad that an asian gal would give asian men such a bad name. i doubt size does matter..if it does..than you can turn to our local indian chaps..who have much bigger dicks than their white friends. and if dicks are all youre after ..then you should be sleeping with black men..not white men. ( because we all know that out of all the races..they are the ones with the biggest dick). its gals like you that give white guys the superiority complex to misleadingly believe they are better than their asian counterparts. white guys are only good for smooth talk and not much else after. yes, we are all in this life to seek happiness..but do you want to look back when youre 80, probably stricken with an std an think woa..i could have accomplished so much more in my life instead of being..a loose gal. why do we have so many expats who have massive egos..its gals like you that feed them and molly cuddle them. most of these guys wouldnt be able to get a gal back home, while coming here..to have some local gals just throwing themselves at them. i think you are confusing love and lust. its not the same thing. after all the sex..there has to some foundation..

Anonymous said...

hey. can i just say: "leave her alone!". do u guys REALLY think that by deflaming her personal choices, your ego/superiority/moral standing is going to increase exponentially? if u wanna shit on a blog, go do it on your own. if you dont have one, get one and GET A LIFE!

being who she is right now is her choice. by sitting there and making comments about her life and her thinking, you're basically judging her and imposing your moral standards on her. who do u think you are? God? please.

have you ever made some decisions in your life that maybe you're not so proud of? did anyone come down so hard on you as you did her?

all these deflaming, doesnt it get tired?

Anonymous said...

Congrats on the book deal decision...so when will it hit MPH? *grins*

Anonymous said...

To all reader,

SPG turn on the comment is for interested guy/gals to input on the party ideas and who is interested to participate. From all your inputs, none of them are related.

Can we go back to the original topic which SPG's intention to turn on the comment for all reader in the blog to show their interest and ideas.

Agagooga said...

Congrats on the book deal. Like Belle du Jour you've made it big ;)

Anonymous said...

never knew singapore men can be so vicious and anal.

i personally think you should not be affected by their infantile comments.
you write well and i seriously think you should persue a career in advertising. be a copywriter, not a suit please!

Aurora said...

The shitheads who flame you on your own website should be burnt at the stake.

Screw those detractors and keep doing what you're best at. Some folks need their caffeine fix, we need SPG :)

Anonymous said...

So much hate towards someone who's apparently hurting nobody but herself, if anyone at all. Haven't you all got something better to do, like having sex (with yourself if you have to) ? It might help ease your frustrations.


Perhaps Singapore is not developing the sophisticated culture claimed after all. It certainly seems that way judging from the puritanical judgements being posted about someone who is almost certainly a stranger with absolutely no influence and no chance of influencing the life of the critic.


Could it be that those critical have never had the oportunity or freedom to indulge their sexual appetite in the same way as SPG has? Could they be jealous, consumed by envy, afraid they might be missing out on something ?

Could it be that relationships between similar ethnic backgrounds inevitably introduce cultural baggage, behaviour, expectations and roles which neither person can easily ignore ? The fact that in Asian culture such pre-concieved norms invariably favour males and the desire by the males themselves to perpetuate those norms may have something to do with SPG's rejection of Asian males.

Either way, it's entirely SPG's choice who she spends time with.

Could it be that by going outside her cultural back yard SPG is setting herself free of the predefined relationship ground rules which would otherwise apply ? Since there are few common cultural norms between Asian and Western cultures, wiping the cultural slate clean results in an otherwise unfound freedom to define new rules, or no rules at all. Whatever rules are applied are unique, tailor made to the situation instead of "one size fits all" from society as a whole.

It should not be surprising then that the freedom and rules of behaviour also apply to sexual behaviour.

Would I know more about the true self of someone who behaved in total conformity with cultural expectations, or someone who is free to express both their physical and emotional desires in any way they choose ? The mask or the person behind the mask ?

To the disgruntled Singaporean males with the thin skin and bruised egos I say this: SPG's blog simply documents her pursuit of happiness. Would you prefer she dated Asian guys and was unhappy ? What right do you, or anybody have to impose unhappiness on anyone ?

There's more to life than SPG and this blog, such as improving youself to be the happiest and best person you can be.

What else is life for ?

25 years ago I gave up Western women for the same reason SPG gave up Asian males. No doubt Western women turn to Asian males for similar reasons.

Live and let live.

floatinglandscape said...

It is about your posting "Inner Sanctuary" The last portion is very poetic, you could really transmit the feeling of that moment. I can see you are a romantic. I apreciate your courage.

Anonymous said...

i found myself writing a lot to you. something i will post on my blog, but you got me going. can i just post it here or do you have a fan based email add? it's 4 pages i think. trust me it's not crap, i really put my two cents into it. it would be ok if you read it and replied, ok too if not.

noel
livealittlenow@hotmail.com

Cheryl said...

Hello SPG, I have been reading your blog for months now in fact and I hope you don't mind but now I've bothered to start a blog I've linked you because I'm too lazy to type out the url everytime I come online.

Please tell me if you don't want to be affiliated with my blog. I will not be offended in any way. Have a nice day.

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Anonymous said...

What's with all the hate?
I may not approve of the way SPG lives her life but I love the way she write and so I come to read her blog regularly.
She don't like Asian guys, that's her preference and choice...it's just like someone preferring oranges to apples.
I don't like white guys and will date only Asian guys...what's wrong with that?
People aren't entitled to their preference now? So in order to please the masses, SPG has to go out and date an Asian? pfft...
She may not be pretty to me, but intelligent and sexy she certainly is.
You go gal~

Anonymous said...

Can't be bother about it. Cannot understand why you pple spending time reading and giving comments. Making her a overnight actress! No time to bother about such things!

Anonymous said...

I think she mention too much about she dont like asian guys! sometimes certain things dont hv to go around telling pple. What if she ended up marry chinese, only the day of marriage will tell what race you marry.

Anonymous said...

Frankly, the majority of the people here can't give 2 hoots which ethnic race Izzy prefers to screw.

But the issue here is her bigoted words to that effect, and her bigoted comments about size.

Now, I am sure she's been around a lot, but certainly she can't cover all 2 million Singaporean Chinese guys or the 650 million mainland Chinese guys by making stupid comments about penis size.

Just because her own father's dick might be short, does not mean the same for the millions of others.

Most guys don't live by the size of their dicks. Most guys can't care less.

But to make bigoted comments about it by some slutty transvestite really pisses people off.

One wonders what would happen if some REALLY pissed-off guy recognizes her in the street... Wouldn't be pretty...

Anonymous said...

Would not be surprised if some punk yells (like Asta would to) "Kaninabei suck your father's dick you chao cheebye.. your mother is a whore." and swings at her face...

Maybe I will! :-)

Anonymous said...

Asta and Daphne, both moronic, I suggest they both stick their heads up a dead bears bum.
SPG prefers a piece of white meat because she can have an intelligent conversation as well as a good shag.
And by the way SPG, if you do set up shop around Orchard Towers, sell little spy glasses to those little Chinese pricks who cannot find their dickies.
SPG keep up the good work.

Jessie said...

well I think you write really good, even though I don't always approve of what you have to say. Was reading Xia Xue's blog and well, is she sure she can speak english at all?

Anonymous said...

singaporean males are famous in getting married with the vietnamese,thais,etc...so,if SPG want to do the same(with white male),what is ur problem? r u, singaporean/asian males, frustrated bcs u have lose the chance to be with SPG as her one and only lover? i agreed with Asta. its SPG's choice.let her be.its her blog.she wants to comment about what she thinks about the singaporean males or asian,wholly,let her be.who are u to correct her words? to make her believes that she is wrong?did she pays u to correct her?

Anonymous said...

Izzy is a bitch. Stop comparing her to me.

XX

Anonymous said...

Hey Isabella,

This is your father!

What are you doing talking about small Chinese dicks?

Don't you know I have one too?

I am going to slap you silly tonight.

I knew we should have hugged you more, when you were a little girl. Now, look at you! Shame on you.

Anonymous said...

It is interesting that Izzy chooses to bare herself. Singapore is so small, and her escapades are in the press.

I am sure all her uncles and cousins must also be wanking off to her pictures.

I guess there is meaning in the idiom "don't shit and eat in the same place" after all.

Anonymous said...

I still think you should give that Annabelle Chong record a crack.

Anonymous said...

Singapore comprises of 3.6 million people. Different people of different races live here. Therefore, we would really appreciate it if some of you would stop forming conclusions about the people of Singapore based on a few contributions to SPG's comment section. Mind you, mostly the same people post here everyday. If all 3.6 million of us posted here everyday, then perhaps you can come up with a valid and logical conclusion. So to some people out there, please please please think properly before you actually post your thoughts. Would really appreciate it. Thank you.

-A Singaporean

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Anonymous said...

sighs....
i wonder why these boring dudes who keep saying the same thing in almost each and every one of ur recent blogs complain and bitch (about the same thing) here daily, yet keep coming back here for more? because if they really dislike what they read, they can gouge out their eyes and feed them to the dogs, can't they? i wonder if their defensiveness regarding penis-size is precisely because they have small penises.... then i suppose their minds are as little as their penis.... pity then... singaporeans might be supposedly kiasu, but they are supposed to be relatively intelligent... too bad some fools has to go and ruin the rep of an entire nation

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Anonymous said...

Izzy, since you are so progressive and uninhibited...

I have been meaning to ask... Do you do dogs?

I have 2 helluva horny dogs who hump anything and everything that moves. Man, sometimes I have to slash water on them to keep them from humping each other! (I am sure you are familir with the sensation of cold splashes)

Sometimes, the darned dogs even lick their own shit.

Wait a minute... Are you into scat? You know, coprophilia? (OK for you other clueless MFs, it means shit-eating for sexual gratification) I am sure that you are familiar with the taste, Izzy.

It literally oozes from your mouth...

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Anonymous said...

THIS SLUT ERASED MY COMMENT FOR FEAR OF INSULTING HER WESTERN AND ANGMOH SUPPORTERS.

REALLY YOU MUST GET YOUR HEAD CHECKED YOU SCUM.

Anonymous said...

Izzy says the following on her Apr 19th entry:

"I'm surrounded by fuckwits that don't give a shit about me doing nice things for them. I try to make dinner for my mom, and she doesn't wait. What the fucking #$%^ and she complains I never do anything nice. Well, hello?? You can't even do this one nice thing for me by waiting for me to finish cooking dinner?

When was the last time you did anything really nice anyway? Sure you care, so? Sure I can depend on you if I shit up in life, but I don't care for that. The fact is, you're not doing anything now! And it's not even as if it's an active task."

Izzy never ceases to impress me.

Few people can chalk up so many insulting adjectives to describe themselves... Now we can add ungrateful mother-pisser to the list. She calls her mother "fuckwit".

Let's see the short list:

Serial fucker
Self-important
In-discriminating (as in fucking anything at all, anything!)
Bigot
Racist (I know, I know, that is simply Bigot + underline)
Pretentious
Vulgar
Shallow
Ugly
Ugly
Ugly (I know, repetitive. Serves as added emphasis)
Arrogant
Mother-pisser
Immoral
Hypocrite
False Christian
Fool

Wow... Truly impressive. And I am not even being exhaustive.